Your success is all that matters.
When you make attempts to take a big leap, You should expect to be pushed and kicked by those who seem to love and support you, and give you hope with their nice words but their actions give you every reason, to seek to be isolated from humanity. No. Rather choose the isolation that protects your exclusive position, to love who you are and also, all those that come into your life, it doesn't matter, that many among those who smile back when say hi, are those who don't want you to win, what matters is, you succeed and when you do, you become the star that no darkness can stand on its path.